WHAT IS PRAYER?

What is prayer?

Is it hiding and seeking?

Is it grumbling?

Is it complaining?

Is it demanding?

Is it not--?

 Surrender

Admit defeat

Give up

Helplessness

Aloofness

Coldness

Nakedness

Vulnerability

Defenselessness

It is trust in God.

Becoming hopeful.

Believing in God.

Feel secure

One’s relation with God

Be faith to Creator.

Seeking accompaniment

Constant touch with God

Pilgrim to God

A Journey to God

Frequent cry to God

Longing for life (God)

How lovely you are in reality

Be in the bike

It can take any side

One can go wherever feels

The world of speed

There is no greed

It is the desire of the goal

Which comes from the soul

Ou

RUN

As fast as possible

Walk in your tender age

Taught by our parents.

Start running

Run to school

Run to college

Run to university

Run to become a lawyer

Run to become an engineer

Run to become a doctor

Run to accumulate

Run to study MPHL

Run to study PHD

Run to office

Run to hospital

Run to ration shop

If you are still young and charming

Run to fashion show

Run to kon banega corpati

Run to becoming hero and heroines

You are good in sports!

Run for cricket

Run for footballs

Run for hockey

Run for Olympic

If you are good in policies

Run to become a politician

Run to panchayat

Run to VDO

Run to become MLA, MP

Run to parliament

Run to become CM

Run to become PM

If you are little tired

Run to old homage

If you can’t run

People will carry you to cemetery

If you have money

Ambulance carries y

THE MORE I SEE YOU

The more I see you (nature)

Better I know you

And give myself to you. Aloof

O lovely your face (surface of the earth)

Filled with glory and grandeur

Let me have some pleasure and leisure.

The beauty of you (nature) is unlimited

With space, freedom and liberty

Why do you call me?

Again and again

Just to be with you

Doing nothing

But listing to you

Deep within my heart

You kept alive the beauty

Bubbling all around

Crossing music and sound

Glittering smile with sincerity.

SOME TIME I SIT

Some time I sit and sit and sit alone

Not knowing what I was thinking

But looking around so pleasant

No nice, sweet air, calm nature.

My heart bit goes on

But I couldn’t comprehend my mind

Travelling from one things to other

I am not able to tell you.

What is my thought.

Still I like to be like that

Peeping into my self

Me and my word alone

Don’t you think so?

I SAW MY DAD

I saw my dad

Middle of the deep sleep

Came close to me and

Taping my head

As usual he used to do

In the age of three or four

While I used to climb on his shoulders.

He asked me-shall we go for a walk?

Without further resistance,

We walked few steps silent.

Not knowing I wondered-

What is the message!

 I saw a barren plant –

He continued –in your garden of love?

Usually I never replied to my father.

I maintained the deep silence.

I was killing time after hearing his concrete undefined question.

Though we walked together physically

My mind was roaming

Like an orphan

Hanging here and there under the tree

Aimlessly doing nothing

Very irritating to the task master

Who demand the work to be done?

Either now or after.

‘Cactus or any desert plant’- he forced me with look

-People keep them out of their door

But you have nurtured and cherished the barren life.

 Sometimes mushrooms come up

Without expectation of the gardener

Children sit around and examine the beauty of it

Some admire few plucked them

Children spend time

Here and now

Touching, smeling and crying.

Actually my father had hit the nail on the head

As I got up from the sleep

I saw the family framed picture

 Father is staring at me.

JAHER BELONG TO WHOM?

Couple of months or more then that there was a sharing on Jaher raising questions that it belong to whom?

I am not interested to scratch wounded or hurt feeling but to clarify some of the terms as I feel.

Question

Is Jaher belongs to whom?

You or to me?

Similar question can be raised

Sky belongs to whom?

Since none of us are having access to it

There will be perpetual silence.

But not for JAHER!

Coin of the word JAHER done by santal

Before Christianity comes to India.

For any religion

There will be, CULT- CODE- CREED

I thought of elaborate them to understand JAHER argument.

The idea of inculturation

For any religions

 There will be effect on

CULT (material, object, space)

CODE- (Moral theology)

CREED (faith and doctrine).

To make at ease people

Through tangible adaptation of space

Which is more sacred in the name of Jaher?

 Jaher is sign of sanctified and purified place

In one   word Holy place

Question is how you keep the sacredness?

Question is not! Who is having or not having

But what value you attached to it?

The whole argument is                                                     

Why did you take this name Jaher?

This is mine.

This is ours.

Is it not greed, bias and selfishness over all playing from either side.

MISERABLE LIFE.

Finally I was caught

 Between heaven and earth

I tried to cry

Failed bitterly.

Then sit back

Nothing worked

Finally wrote a sms

-‘I am going to commit suicide’

One, two days passed

Nobody answered me.

I was locked in my selfishness nature

Me, myself, mine only I

I could not talk to my dear mother

Not even to my brother, sister

My father was too far away from my heart. 

The person has left me alone

I felt deeply hurt

Felt cheated

Caught miserably

Between lie and truth

Lie was for my friends

Whom I left behind with tears.

Truth was I thought I could manage one bird in left and other in right.

I could handle my life.

I lied to all the innocent, near and dear ones,

Popping in illusion of having no root.

Busy with ideas, thought, without reality.

I made my dear one to wait at the bus stand

While I took flight with strangers

To make myself happy, joy

Time to time looking down

Consoling other things would be in order.

The higher I flew

Other had better view of my bitterness

One day the fuel got over

And the pilot could not respond any more.