MISERABLE LIFE.

Finally I was caught

 Between heaven and earth

I tried to cry

Failed bitterly.

Then sit back

Nothing worked

Finally wrote a sms

-‘I am going to commit suicide’

One, two days passed

Nobody answered me.

I was locked in my selfishness nature

Me, myself, mine only I

I could not talk to my dear mother

Not even to my brother, sister

My father was too far away from my heart. 

The person has left me alone

I felt deeply hurt

Felt cheated

Caught miserably

Between lie and truth

Lie was for my friends

Whom I left behind with tears.

Truth was I thought I could manage one bird in left and other in right.

I could handle my life.

I lied to all the innocent, near and dear ones,

Popping in illusion of having no root.

Busy with ideas, thought, without reality.

I made my dear one to wait at the bus stand

While I took flight with strangers

To make myself happy, joy

Time to time looking down

Consoling other things would be in order.

The higher I flew

Other had better view of my bitterness

One day the fuel got over

And the pilot could not respond any more.