Monday, 10 December 2012
Tuesday, 26 June 2012
who killed my Wife
it was too late
to receive or hear
that something was wrong within my family.
Members stooped communicating.
All went on ignoring.
Just like non-living being,
I could not remain unaffected
however fear and anxieties
burnt my soul, heart and mind.
There wasn't a signal
from sweet heart.
no word, message, nothing
as i speed up with gear
of four wheels, my lung
breathing, wisdom cease to function.
the flash back of sun set
That reddish glittering sun light
welcomes night
which is filled with uncertainty and doubts.
The sky with out moon
specially no stars
always lead you to hopelessness
you might have tried your best to search one in the naked sky.
so the Mind projected
to anchor loaded soul
with all its eternity and bliss
what happen to my wife.
( my kinder garden friend lost his wife- on his behalf)
to receive or hear
that something was wrong within my family.
Members stooped communicating.
All went on ignoring.
Just like non-living being,
I could not remain unaffected
however fear and anxieties
burnt my soul, heart and mind.
There wasn't a signal
from sweet heart.
no word, message, nothing
as i speed up with gear
of four wheels, my lung
breathing, wisdom cease to function.
the flash back of sun set
That reddish glittering sun light
welcomes night
which is filled with uncertainty and doubts.
The sky with out moon
specially no stars
always lead you to hopelessness
you might have tried your best to search one in the naked sky.
so the Mind projected
to anchor loaded soul
with all its eternity and bliss
what happen to my wife.
( my kinder garden friend lost his wife- on his behalf)
Wednesday, 20 June 2012
Thursday, 31 May 2012
Most unsafe place
Most unsafe
place----------
Can you
imagine----------Can you guise
Can you
think--------------Can you dream?
Is it
America----------is it Pakistan?
Is it
India------------- is it Delhi?
You are almost
closer----------Near to gate,
Be calm and
--------------Let us pause,
Family is a safety
place.----------------Children are considered as gifts.
More than pearls, gold
and diamonds.-----------------Do you still believe that?
Are you still seeking
the place?
Which is most?
Insecure
Harmful
Hurtful
Risky
The MOTHER’S WOMB
The would be child
become
Threat
Burden
Load
Danger
Consignment
Pro-creation and
upbringing is manipulated and murdered
In the form of medical
termination of pregnancy act.
Most unsafe place----
Most unsafe place----------
Can you imagine----------Can you guise
Can you think--------------Can you dream?
Is it America----------is it Pakistan?
Is it India------------- is it Delhi?
You are almost closer----------Near to gate,
Be calm and --------------Let us pause,
Family is a safety place.----------------Children are considered as gifts.
More than pearls, gold and diamonds.-----------------Do you still believe that?
Are you still seeking the place?
Which is most?
Insecure
Harmful
Hurtful
Risky
The MOTHER’S WOMB
The would be child become
Threat
Burden
Load
Danger
Consignment
Pro-creation and upbringing is manipulated and murdered
In the form of medical termination of pregnancy act.
Kavi Kavi
Oh my sweet heart
Let me confess at last
Painful though it is true
In isolation we grew
Now is the time
Here after none of us will be fine
In the world of violence and corruption
Honesty and just are main ambition
Desire and dream really separating
Life and death two human beings
I can not cry
Neither can I ask you to cry
Clouds comes with thunder and cluttering
Bringing rain and storm
Wet the earth to sprout the seed
To generate new life
This is the natural rule for creation
Human made all institution
Divid with, days, weeks, month and years
Family people all get fear
For food shelter and clothing
Of course art music and dance
Life is filled with romance
Being with the love one
Jawani
You gave me an invitation
To participate life in love and romance
You attracted me with wonder and amazing dream
To swim in the nude marine
And open my clothes in the open beach
Just to Consume desire
I run and run behind you
To feel and touch
To breath and smile
To conquer and dominate you
You are soft, fragile and fertile
You ensured me to explore
Far and wide with glimpse
You dragged me in thought and conscience
To perturb an enhance progeny of humanity
To coordinate and animate present and future
With my blood and flesh
I have no yard stick to measure
Power of your speed
Neither have I had tongue to twist
Test and flavor of cream
People come and go
Participate and exhausted
World and you remain for ever
As long as human life is not over.
Tuesday, 29 May 2012
kobe
হৃদয়ে প্রেমের দিন কখন যে শেষ হয় — চিতা শুধু পড়ে থাকে তার,
আমরা জানি না তাহা; — মনে হয় জীবনে যা আছে আজো তাই শালিধান
রূপশালি ধান তাহা… রূপ, প্রেম… এই ভাবি… খোসার মতন নষ্ট ম্লান
একদিন তাহাদের অসারতা ধরা পড়ে, — যখন সবুজ অন্ধকার,
নরম রাত্রির দেশ নদীর জলের গন্ধ কোন এক নবীনাগতার
মুখখানা নিয়ে আসে — মনে হয় কোনোদিন পৃথিবীতে প্রেমের আহ্বান
এমন গভীর করে পেয়েছি কি? প্রেম যে নক্ষত্র আর নক্ষত্রের গান,
প্রাণ যে ব্যাকুল রাত্রি প্রান্তরের গাঢ় নীল অমাবস্যায় –
চলে যায় আকাশের সেই দূর নক্ষত্রের লাল নীল শিখার সন্ধানে,
প্রাণ যে আঁধার রাত্রি আমার এ, — আর তুমি স্বাতীর মতন
রূপের বিচিত্র বাতি নিয়ে এলে, — তাই প্রেম ধুলায় কাঁটায় যেইখানে
মৃত হয়ে পড়ে ছিল পৃথিবীর শূণ্য পথে সে গভীর শিহরণ,
তুমি সখী, ডুবে যাবে মুহূর্তেই রোমহর্ষে — অনিবার অরুণের ম্লানে
জানি আমি; প্রেম যে তবুও প্রেম; স্বপ্ন নিয়ে বেঁচে রবে, বাঁচিতে সে জানে।
Sunday, 27 May 2012
Holy Spirit
oh holy spirit
come down to my life
take over my thought
take over my dream
guide my ways and path
control my ill mannered dream.
oh! holy spirit
how did you work marvelous on the life of Paul and peter?
how did you strengthen apostles to preach good news?
how did you encouraged first martyr Stephen to die for gospel?
take over my life the way you think is better.
posses over my feeling to remain in the good news
i leave everything to you to change me for service
drag me for your work of evangelicalism.
i know i am not a good person
i know that i am going away from my vocation
i know that i am trapped in the illusion of the world
i know that i thought i could manage by my self
i know that there are many thing which i have no idea.
power of the spirit enlighten me
effect of the divine presence inactive in my life
trinity of the holiness mold me to newness.
allow me to cry and wash out my immoral thought
purify my faith in you.
silent in the crowd
your are the only one stood by me
you are the only one counted one me
you are the only one waited for me
what is with you
that makes me so much ease.
why is that heart beat count on you.
why do i get up, from middle of my sleep.
what is there in your gift
what is there in your walk.
what is there in your talk.
why is that i think of you in the middle of the crowds.
why my heart is not stooping
but having dream of you in each moment.
what world has given
is it complete in you.
that is to carry on life breath in and breath out.
Thursday, 24 May 2012
Library
Library
It is secret
It is known secret
It is already past
It has crossed all the tenses.
Many want to know the truth.
What is the speculation?
What people say about library?
Why people are whispering about library?
Is it because no body goes on time?
Is it because books are old?
Is it simply to clean the dust?
Is it library is too small?
You are still looking for the picture.
The picture is in your mind.
The image is in your guessing.
You are not looking at the book.
You are searching some reflections.
Let me tell you the truth.
You may not believe;
That most of the Jesuits
Whoever had gone through?
The library-has experienced
The pleasure of reading books;
For the greater glory of God
To serve humanity at large.
If you have a chance
Never forget to visit
Two things
One is Blessed Sacrament in the chapel
And the books in the library.
Don’t believe others
Have a direct experience.
It will be like eschatology
Already and not yet.
You will have both-- peace and pleasure at the same time.
[ a boy long to meet his girl friend and the rest]
[ a boy long to meet his girl friend and the rest]
Mama orak'
Mama orak’
In’ baba ghanei ghorai din’ a
Ghanei tamkur idin’ kana
Inka tege le seter ina mama orak’
In mama tako ekal kawmaw ko ehop ena
Piya mama, onko ren’ gidra ko.
Raca do bapla orak’ lika.
Maran mama do atu ren majhi
Tala ic’ do naike
Katic’ ic do tali get, khijur get’ adi jhuk’
Mit talaw hor cahe marain tec’ ban khan tala mama songe
Katic’ mama r in baba cet co kin galmarak’ kan
Raput tumdak’ lika n’odor n’odor.
Punya kada, more turui gotec’ dol
Enec’ seren’ lagit harmonium r eman teyak’
Jamidar lika hiris pasir daka utu gota raca.
Hudis inan’ cekate nuku do
In’ go in baba reko bapla kidiya
In baba re cet ko n’el kida?
IN' MAMA
Tala mama
Panja panja te
Bangal tei hec’ ena
Sendra uduk’ kedai aleak’ atu.
Kuli kuli te ekal aleak’ racareye tengu ena
In’ do latar khoc’ cetan habic’ in koyok’ adiya
Okoi kanai nui baba hor do?
In’ mama do met’ hai n’el ket te
Koyok’ uric’ adin’a r e menkida
---gogo do kuric’
Pe se pon serma ren in tahe kan te
Hudis inan’ okoi kanai nui do.
Inak’ tege ingogoi hec’ ena.
Parkom e bil adea
Ar cura mar kasa bati te dak’e agu kida
Sona setak’re upal bahai landai lika
Ingogo adi raskan’ n’el kidia.
Buihaa dualr do entek’ matkom handi khoc’ho sibil giya.
Sim le goc’ kidiya
Jom bara katet’ gota ninda kin galmarw ena.
Serma khoc’ ot habic’
Setak’ do in’ mamai hobor kidin’ te
Joharei cok’ adin a
Mama orak’ bam calak’a JADI te, RAMGAR sor re.
Tala raca re
Sari katha
cekatev lai ama miru
Ba$ lai te
ho ba$ jutuz
Bale girdw
likwv birix bagiama
Mone jiyi loz
tiv
Noya serma ar
ox tala re
Cex lakav diya
gidi kama
Nun mara$
dharti re
Okoi <he]
iv jima kama
Henda maku
roho` haku lika
Caz iv tasi kama jala puri re?
Caz adowv
jhali kama ontor tiv re?
Cex laka miav
miru ma lai me?
Hudis hudis
tev ja`ao ena
Jun`ra likwv
do don kana
Pontha sendrea
te bav vam eda.
Cedaz adom
sibil adin kunki lika thoro boko.
Hardship of mother
Koi koi te
Tumol tumol te
Cet’ adin ai
alok’ parhak’
Giyar goyor
Or or te gota dahar
Uduk’ ’ adin’
ai sacra dahar
Dak, japut re
Hambt lidin an
Ac’ak’ koram
koca re
Daka utu koi
koi tei ajo adin’
Raban jokhec’
Bursi adin’
parkom latar
Dibi kalire
Sunum pitha
Koi adin’ e
Dinam hilak’
Acak’ homo
tenak’ kic ric’
Ladi adin e
haron din re
Ruak’ re
hasuk’ re
Hew idi kidin’
ai
Haspatal
Ceka ten’
hirin’ miya
E janam gogo.
Ceka ten’ lai
ama
Ash Wednesday
Ash
Wednesday
Once again
Comes the pain
Life is crying
Cells are dying
No one is there to cry
When we die
No one around
Our body lies on the
ground.
World goes on
Still life is born
The beauty of life
Inseparable element of
five
Earth, water, fire, air and space
When death comes no one
can guess.
Fear and tear
Is always unclear
We feel dear
To earth
The place of our birth
What is the value of
happiness?
If we are restless
If we look for more and
more
When life is not at all sure
We follow our ancestor fate
Sooner or later we reach the
heavenly gate
No one can postpone
Every one has to respond
Gracefully and faithfully
Near and dear one holding Candle and
garland
Each one holding in their hand
To make beautiful treasure
Which is deep human pleasure?
Only to wipe out emotion
With few expression.
A prayer of a beggar
A prayer of a beggar to this generation
If you can’t provide me
a bread
Don’t throw a stone at
me
If you can’t give me a
glass of water
Don’t flash muddy water
on my face.
If you can’t clothe me
Don’t take away my dirty
one.
If you can’t support me
Don’t break my weak
stick.
If you can’t provide me
a shelter
Don’t damaged my hut of
plastic
If you can’t afford to
give me medicine
Don’t force me to drink
poison.
If you can’t smile at me
Don’t get angry with me
If you can’t love me
Don’t hate me
If you can’t live with
me
Don’t reject me
If you can’t listen to
me
Don’t miss understand
me.
[ it is in the city, how beggar is treated by passer by]
[ it is in the city, how beggar is treated by passer by]
Markus
Mary mother of God
Mary mother
of God
By Markus Hembrom on
Tuesday, March 29, 2011 at 8:41am
Oh! Dear immaculate mother Mary
We are more than ever worried.
Our faith and believe
You simply can't leave
Take our prayer and praise
Sprinkle smile and grace
Take us all to your son
We all are prodigal son
Handicap, poor and beggar
All are our neighbor
Flash your kindness and smiling
All may feel it from 1000 mile
Take us in to your hand
When life can't stand
Offer us to your son
Free us from tension.
Markus
Cricket Vs Partition
Cricket Vs Partition
Gandhi, Alli Jinnah and Mountbatten
Who was your captain?
Who inspire you to desire?
To make a camp fire
For Hindu and Muslim
To make boarder line thin
To use knife and sword
To cut all innocent umbilical code.
Forgiveness and reconciliation
That is beyond mercy and constitution.
People still love bitterness
Every one wants to preserve sadness.
Partition
between India and Pakistan
Still
seen in cricket run.
It
is the battle of drinking blood
Just
like food salad.
Both
the parties shout and scream
Cricket
is like a birth day-cake cream.
The
battle of bitterness in the past
It
will never and ever contrast.
But
to smash and thrash and slit the throat
To
dominant wealth, women and power.
Markus
my sister, brother and me
Dak’
mandi
There
was a regular fight
Who is
having more?
Who
can drink faster?
All fought
for the same bowl.
KASABATI.
All three of u;- my sister. Brother and me
stupid fellows.
Brother
and me fighting like circus jokers,
Mean
time, sister enjoyed the dak’ mandi in KASABATI.
As we
got up with broken teeth
Sister
used to show her teeth.
That
was our childhood.
Mother
had taught time.
I
wondered whether she cherished her motherhood.
She
fevered weak and tender.
She
never liked to be partial
But
the situation was tough.
Our
wickedness and notorious character
Really
brought joy and noisy in our family.
There
was peace and harmony
When
father was around.
It was
like an army school.
diacon
Chosen
to serve
------------
After walking,
All the way to Emmaus.
We have returns to Jerusalem,
In search of you Lord
In the Empty tomb.
Lord:
We are not going to ask you
Like Thomas- Unless……..
Lord:
We are not going to run away
Like Jonah.
Like David the King
We are ready and willing.
Go for battle of peace and justice.
Holding the Banner of Vatican II
We carefully spread and scan
Encyclical letters
Before and after
Filled with the spirit
Like Deacon Stephen
The first martyr of the church
Lord:
We will be with you
Wedding at Cana.
We would like to listen to you.
Like Nicodemus.
Why didn’t you talk to us?
As you did to Samaritan Woman.
Bless us to glorify you everyday.
To heal any body on Sabbath day.
We may not be able to feed five
thousand.
We may love ever body till the end.
We may continue to believe.
That amidst us still you live
The way; the truth and the life.
Peter and Paul
Always called
You, for blessing and prayer
Which is very rare?
Often we have not care
Now how dare?
With out you?
-you are our Lord and God.
Markus.
i do not know what it is
It was a fun
For both of us
Showing teeth and giggling
Throwing stones to each other.
If some body say—
My God – you know-what happened to her?
I used to worry about.
Others told her- she fasted and kept voluntary silence.
Till class ten, there was a silence
Dreams and desires grow older
In that silence
Not knowing what will be the safety,
The structure of the silence.
Whether we can give
blood and flesh?
Can our dream breath?
Can our smile walk?
As time goes- “Kolkata Book Fair” came
As I jump from one stalls to another
The Oxford stall- nailed my heart.
The four eyes came together
Reviving the first and second world war
In our hearts, remembering the crushed of twin tower.
run
Run
As fast as possible
Walk in your tender age
Taught by our parents.
Start running
Run to school
Run to college
Run to university
Run to become a lawyer
Run to become an engineer
Run to become a doctor
Run to accumulate
Run to study MPHL
Run to study PHD
Run to office
Run to hospital
Run to ration shop
If you are still young and charming
Run to fashion show
Run to kon banega corpati
Run to becoming hero and heroines
You are good in sports!
Run for cricket
Run for cricket
Run for footballs
Run for hockey
Run for Olympic
If you are good in policies
Run to become a politician
Run to panchayat
Run to VDO
Run to become MLA, MP
Run to parliament
Run to become CM
Run to become PM
If you are little tired
Run to old homage
If you can’t run
People will carry you to cemetery
If you have money
Ambulance carries you
Markus
.
Real santal
[ in the face book some people indicating who is real santal externally- respond to that]
Real santal
Real santal
Dear friends,
Wherever
you are;
Under
the sky,
On
the earth.
If
you could lend me your hearts?
The
moment you breathe, hear, talk, and see--
And
of course when you can think, dream and imagine-
You
are hor. There is no question of real or unreal.
Believe
me; you all are complete and total human being called hor.
As
a human being there are three qualities--
What are they?
A
conceptual language- art and religion
Through
language you can communicate-
Feelings,
emotions, dreams, imaginations and finally can sing.
Mind
you; through art you can express your creative thoughts-
In
the style of architectures, paintings, dresses and dances.
Look
at the birds in the open sky they remained the same.
Scorpions
and snakes did not come up with new dance steps.
Finally
religion, you have understanding of deity, you long for God and spirit.
What
ever name you have for them or their image it does not make difference
Because
you really thirst for transcendence, the capacity to go beyond this life.
You
are body and soul.
You
are matter and spirit.
You
all are complete human beings; there is no question of real and unreal.
If
you still have doubt?
Check
your minds and hearts;
Don’t
you laugh?
Don’t
you cry?
Don’t
you mourn for near and dear ones.
After
all don’t you look for-?
Love,
joy, peace, patience, kindness
Generosity,
faithfulness gentleness.
Don’
believe me?
Challenge
me.
What
you say?
Rain
Rain
I heard some noise
Open the curtain of window
Drizzling .
Slow motion shour
It gave me sudden feeling
Mixed of fear and love
Romance with rain.
With each drop
I feel related.
We know each other from childhood.
It never inform of visiting
Like guest land up any time.
We are very good friend
Yet we have limitations.
It reminds me of my being
Sorrow, sadness & glory and happiness.
I do not know what feling I have
But as if my family members
Some time I enjoy with it
Some time affected badly
Mostly I enjoyed, rejoicing, thrill.
bloody winter in Delhi
Pleading
Dear Lord, How long? How long?
Do you want to keep this queen with us?
Lord lends your ears to our cry.
We are not worthy to come before you;
Nor we are eligible to ask you.
But as your servant
We are pleading you,
No more we can bear her.
Why don’t you delete her?
If it is not, make her more
Soothing, pleasant, comforting.
Day and night we are at the mercy of you
Life has become irritating, annoying
Bothersome. Every step we make is risk.
It is like cancer she is spreading her breath in to our
nerves.
We are not able to move.
Things are dampened, wet and humidified.
Our finger of hand and toes are paralyzed.
Our cheeks are frozen
Eyes are weak.
Send us fire
Send us Holy Spirit
To worm up this
princes’ of winter
What is prayer?
What is prayer?
Is it hiding and seeking?
Is it grumbling?
Is it complaining?
Is it demanding?
Is it not--?
Surrender
Admit defeat
Give up
Helplessness
Aloofness
Coldness
Nakedness
Vulnerability
Defenselessness
It is trust in God.
Becoming hopeful.
Believing in God.
Feel secure
One’s relation with God
Be faith to Creator.
Seeking accompaniment
Constant touch with God
Pilgrim to God
A Journey to God
Frequent cry to God
Longing for life (God)
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