Communication

Communication

11pm.                                       

About to sleep

My land phone

Just started glaring and frustrating.

What?

May I talk to so and so?

Speaking-

Could you come to provincial house?

For manifestation.

I really looked for a transfer.

At least a change,

Either he or me.

There is no room left

For channel of communication or inter-communication.

Life has gone to dog.

Can you imagine parishioners calling me police?

I'm just exhausted and worn out.

To serve under the banner of the cross

Is just enough!

I had no time for meal and relaxation.

Celebrate Eucharist, give ration, go for class, instruct catechist;

Do the marketing for house; take the boy to hospital;

Visit convent for bible class:

I am done!

At night

Heavy wind and storm hammered my sleep.

I glanced through the window.

Heavy pouring;

Water is gushing down.

As I walked out of my bed

Manifestation came to my mind.

What is wrong with me?

Why this pause?

Why this crisis of AGAPE?

Why bargain for life?

Am I the elder son of the prodigal father? 

Am I the fig tree without fruits?